My father lost his foot to diabetes. I was there for all of it — the wound that wouldn't close, the wheelchair that appeared in his living room, the day the strongest man I knew needed help to the bathroom.
So when my own feet started burning at night, I didn't wonder what it might be.
I already knew exactly what I was afraid of.
And I was terrified.
For two years it got worse. It started small — a little tingling, a numb patch I told myself was nothing. Then it was burning. Then it was burning every single night, worst the second my head hit the pillow — so bad that I'd lie there with my feet hanging off the end of the mattress because I couldn't stand the weight of the sheet on them.
I stopped sleeping. And every night, in the dark, the same math ran in my head.
How many years do I have before that's me? Before it's my wheelchair in the living room?
If your feet burn at night — and there's a fear underneath it you haven't said to anyone — then you already know the feeling I'm talking about. I'm not going to insult you by pretending I don't.
But I found something. And I need to tell you what it was, because I spent two years and a small fortune before I figured out the one thing nobody would tell me.